ABOUT

I’m not like most girls.

People will tell you all different things about me. I guess some may be true, but after knowing myself for 18 and a bit years, this is what I have gathered. I’m a family oriented girl. I’m not who I want to be, but I’d like to think I’m on my way. I’m leagues away from where I used to be a few short years ago. I’d like to think I’m not as withdrawn or afraid as I was, but some days it’s not the case, some days it’s even worse. In a perfect world, I’d like to be more open.

I am a dolphin enthusiast. I have a ridiculous obsession with One Direction. It has come to a point where I am seriously going to name my son(s) after them. It’s sick, I know.

My religion makes up for a lot of my mannerisms. I grew up in a relatively conservative Muslim household, but despite their best efforts, I am nowhere near as religious as my parents. It does scare me though. I wouldn't want my kids, or their kids to lose our religion. Despite my love for fashion and all things beautiful, my creativity level remains at zero. As a result of this, I become completely obsessed with anyone who possesses even the slightest artistic bone.

I love doing things for other people, and catering to their every need. I’m not a big listener when it comes to mainstream artists. I can play the guitar. I find that I am constantly surrounded by amazing people, who do amazing things for me. I seriously believe that I am one of the luckiest people ever and I am grateful to God for that. I wish I was multi-lingual.

I’m socially awkward. Not only am I socially awkward, I’m a social retard too. I’ve made many mistakes in the past. But from what I know no one in this world is perfect. We all have our weaknesses, our strengths and there is something wrong with each and everyone of us. This is why I don’t pay attention to what others may or may not think of me. When meeting the male species for the first time, I find that it’s a lot easier to get along with them than girls. But overall, girls make better friends. I know a lot of people don’t agree with that, but I really do.

I daydream too much. I can speak/understand two languages but I dabble in a few others. I can have a whole conversation with you in Welsh when I’m using google translate though. There are a million and one reasons for you to love me, and there are a million and one reasons not to. Take me as I am.

I’m different. Awkward, real. I’m Nawal Nor Said.